I hate anticipation, it corrodes me from the inside out and makes me feel queasy no matter what I seem to be doing. Admittedly, I'm a worry wort, freaking over the little things and sweating the small stuff. And when the time comes for the big event, I go round thinking " Gee, that was nothing" and laugh about it.
When the next big thing comes along, I start my male period all over again.
This weekend gives me much to anticipate about, mainly because I fear the disapproval and dismay of my friends. I don't want to hear their cries of complain and disappointment, a little part of me gets chipped away when that happens. And yet, I feel that I shouldn't be seeking the endless approval and praise of others, I should be standing my ground!
Will be away for the next couple of days (:
2 comments:
You do want everything to be flawless don't you? I can tell from what you write all over here. :)
HAHA!
I've learned that everything has it's flaws and that nothing is perfect.
I try to make the best of things :)
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